Today is my cousin's engagement.
Time to dress up and try to look pretty and then continue to be judged by every person in the room.
If you know me - you know how much I hate people looking at me - I will no doubt turn 5 different shades of red. Also because all the girls are expected to dance- and again if you know me at all- I hate dancing in front of people ... Ironic because of the debkah i know but this kind of dancing is a completely different story
...Thats the problem with being related to the groom - people always always look at the grooms family
Ive been to 2 weddings/ engagements and in each one - when we got back -my cousins would tear the girls apart ...
Its so sad how shallow people can be..
On a lighter note - Carolina has definitely been on my mind- I miss college.
But I really do lovve it here - I've grown an obsession for rooftops but not because I feel on top of the world but rather because it makes me feel so incredibly small- it just puts things in perspective- its amazing... I LOVE rooftops
Also,
Ive been doin a little wandering and after walking up the mountain/ hill next to my grandfathers house I found this amazing spot inbetween the olive trees on top where I just sit and draw and write and I just feel like its the most beautiful spot in the city.
ps- I love Coldplay
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EijXYo1t3Rw
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